Nothing is for Certain
These past few days (weeks probably) I’ve been fighting one of the deadly enemy to human. A decease called depression, plus something known to women, hormone imbalance, go just the sound of it makes me want to murder the word, if possible.
Please cheer up because I’m about to depress you and hopefully give you hope. This one is based on my life…
I grew up hearing
that I shouldn’t have been born
All my life I felt
everything about me is wrong
But I have no right to end this life
So I’ll live through this crap
I’ll face every suffering
Take all the pain I can shoulder
I will crawl until I not longer can
I’ll bear the burden of living
Because nothing is for certain
who knows I might win in the end.
22 Comments
lynyo
I’m impressed by how you can show both sadness and anger in a few words!
You are not wrong, you are unique and if you u understand that you will truly have succeeded… I’m sure you will!! Have a good one, querida!!
Jessica E. Larsen
😭 Thank you for such a thoughtful and kind words cariño!
lynyo
Querida! Thanks to you for sharing your talent!!!! ❤️
popsiclesociety
Never give up dear Jess! ❤❤
Remember that each of us we have our life and no matter what the other says…we must focus on our life and never give up! If we keep going no matter what, we will win in the end ❤❤ We will have bad periods but also good ones, important is too never give up ❤❤❤
Jessica E. Larsen
True. Never giving up is the best way to combat horrible days. Thanks Ribby ❤ always a pleasure to see your name 🙂
popsiclesociety
🤗🤗🤗💕💕💕
Jim Borden
I wish you the best, Jessica!
Jessica E. Larsen
And you gave me on of the best gift! Thanks Jim ❤️
Jim Borden
you are welcome!
nfa7
Hope you feel better soon Jessica! We are all right there with you 🙂 🙂
Jessica E. Larsen
Thank you so much for such kind comment. So sweet of you 💘
nfa7
You are most welcome my dear!! 🙂 <3
Kitty Jade
We will win this fight together!
Jessica E. Larsen
Thank you Erin ❤️
Simon Nisha
Hey Jessica! The poem is definitely gives hope for the people in depression. In the end we win, so lets live through this crap until the last moment. Inspiring for me. And relaxing too. I wish i could kill this word. I suffer from anxiety and depression from childhood but as you rightly said, no rights to end this life.Any problems in life will pass us soon. Its just a fog that blinds us temporarily. Stay calm and wait for the fog to go away.✨🤗 Have a beautiful day🤗✍️
Jessica E. Larsen
One of the best comment I ever receive ❤️ Thanks Simon! 🤗
jholitonjua
we will win in the end, bes! <3
Jessica E. Larsen
Bes… I did not expect you here ❤️ Thank you for reading. Natuwa naman akong sobra na makitang comment mo 😀
jholitonjua
haha, it’s because I was missing you. Na-realize ko ilang araw na ang nakalipas ng huli kitang makausap. Loving your look in the pic, btw <3
Jessica E. Larsen
Salamat bes ❤️ Namiss din kita. I sent you a message in discord bakit wala kang narinig lately 😊
Dracul Van Helsing
And you may just win in the end. 👍🏻
Jessica E. Larsen
Thanks Chris! ❤️