Loneliness
I’ve been really down lately.
I came across a tragic story this year after watching an old music video that captured my heart. Last month I got interested to know more about them, but the more I read articles, watch the videos and interviews, the more I want to cry. I watch the complete more than one a half hour interview of his bandmate and now I’m depressed. World is unfair.
I’ll be posting about them tomorrow to get it off my chest and hopefully move on with my life. But for now, here’s a poem/microfiction dedicated to one of them. I wrote this some years ago, without knowing that it will be a perfect match for this now. (Sigh. I don’t even feel like putting a laughing smiley 🙁 )
It hurts to breathe, it hurts to speak,
it just hurt to live because you’re no longer here.
Jessica / Jessie
Jessica / Jessie Winterspring is a time travel romance fanatic who loves writing fiction about ordinary people with extraordinary experiences. She blogs music inspired stories, poems, micro-fictions, moments in life. She enjoy spending time outdoors, adore animals and traveling with her family. She like anything unusual and fun. CLICK HERE to read more about her or CLICK HERE to view her books
25 Comments
Joseph
Awwwh, I truly don’t know who you are, but I have a good feeling, that I believe in you. So, get good soon 😊🙏
Jessica
Thanks Joseph. I’m actually alright now 🙂
Joseph
That is awesome 👏 👏 👏 it calls for a celebratory dance 💃 😅
Jessica
thanks 🙂
Chiru
Heartfelt post Jessica… Hope you are well..
Jessica
Thanks, Chiru. I’m fine now 🙂 Especially after writing a tribute for them.
I don’t know how many people know of their story, but it just broke my heart, you know. But I’m moving on with my life now and going back to blogging happier things. That suits me better. haha 😀
Chiru
yes many people don’t know what others are facing through in their life and many don’t care..
That’s right be here and keep blogging Jessica.. Happy day…
Jessica
Have a nice day too, Chiru!
Rupali
You are kind soul Jessica.
Stay blessed.
Jessica
Thanks, Rupali. Same to you ^_^
Rupali
🙂
PePa. The Sketches of Life
You got it already lovely Jessica….Where are you at?
Jessica
Sorry Pepa, but I’m not sure what you mean with I already got 🙁
I’m in Spain right now.
huguetta
The pain is real! Sorry you’re feeling like this, hope it will get better very soon ❤️ looking forward to reading the story 👍
Jessica
Thank you so much Huguetta. You really know what words to say. 🙂 I’m hoping too that I’ll better. It’s a terrible feeling, especially knowing that there’s nothing I can do but watch and listened.
huguetta
You will, it’s just temporary so just embrace it until it’s gone 😊 my pleasure dear, hope I can help more ❤️
PePa.
Your loneliness can not last longer as long as you have let it out.This is beautiful.
Jessica
Thanks Pepa. That’s exactly what I’m trying to get.
Winnie
A heartfelt poem, Jessica. I hope everything will be okay with you.
Jessica
Thank you Winnie. I find it actually kind of strange too for me to be this affected of a celebrity’s story, this is the first.
lynyo
The beauty of your sorrowful words is a great beginning for a healing process.
Thanks for sharing this intimate post.
Jessica
Thanks Lynyo 🙂 For now, I’ll sleep this off.
lynyo
Sleep tight! Sadness and loneliness are strange companions, but they could be wise too… May beautiful poetry rise from your sensitive thoughts… A smile for you! A real one!
Jessica
😥 Thank you so much. I wish I can hug you for saying such beautiful words 🙂
lynyo
A simple smile would do the trick!😉😀