Hay Buhay
Have you ever felt so attracted to one person so much you have no idea what to do with yourself?
This was an experience I had back when I started having crushes. For the first time in my life, I let a friend talk me into going to a disco.
While my friend was away dancing with whoever, a man walked towards me. The music faded as he approached and sat beside me. My heart jumped to my throat each time his arm brushes mine. He was beautiful, dressed in lovely colors and his baritone voice made my knees weak.
As a love song started, he stood up and I silently squealed. I thought he was going to ask me to dance, but no, he walked back to the entrance. My heart broke as I observed him go closer to a tall, slender woman.
Of course, he won’t notice me if he had someone like that. I’m probably just a teenage brat in his eyes. I felt inferior to her, but that also made me willingly swallowed the bitter pill. But he evaded her. As the woman move away, my eyes bulged and I felt relief washing over me. Well, of course, he won’t notice how nervous I was beside him and going gaga over how attractive he was. We had the same taste. My first crush was kissing another man.
There. 😢
As Filipinos used to say “Hay buhay”
28 Comments
Leslie
Naalala ko tuloy, sabi nila, hindi lahat ng gwapo, may girlfriend. Yung iba, may boyfriend 😂
Jessica
Hahaha 😂 Isa sa mga the best na kasabihan. Thanks for dropping by my blog <3
lynyo
Dear Jessica I nominated you for The Mystery Blogger Award http://lynyo.blog/2019/04/03/mystery-blogger-award/ Hope you the best of lucks!
Jessica
Thanks Lynyo! This is the second time I got nominated for mystery blogger award. Hahaha 😀
lynyo
Oh! How nice! That means something! I’m happy to know that your talent is being appreciated 😃
Winnie
I suddenly remember my embarrassing moment with my crush too. Hay buhay nga! 😃
Jessica
Hahaha 😂 but as embarrassing as they are to remember it still feels good to look back sometimes.
Winnie
Indeed! I’m thankful I do not see my crush when we have high school reunions. 😁
thelonelyauthorblog
This was a delightful read. Thanks for sharing it.
Jessica
Glad you enjoy it Drew 😊
PePa.
Go on please?
Jessica
Hahaha 😀 Sadly this is where my first crush ended.
PePa.
Aaaaaah!!!!! You broke my heart….you killed my crush on this before it started…
Jessica
Haha I’m sorry, I did not think I would be breaking someone’s heart. It was meant to make you smile. 😭
PePa.
Hahahahahahahah it did and then the end and now I want more.
Jessica
worry not. I’ll be sharing more in the future 😁
PePa.
Haha amma put your word to trust.
lynyo
It’s amazing how first crushes always turned to be stories worthy of remembrance!
Thanks for sharing!
I bought one of your books by the way!
Jessica
Yes, you said it. I think first crushes are meant to make us reminisce with a smile.
And thank you so much for your support Lynyo 💞 I hope you’ll enjoy it.
lynyo
Some are very long stories to tell…
You are welcome ”what took you so long ” reads promising
Jessica
wah! 😍 thanks! 😘
lynyo
You are welcome!😃❤️
huguetta
Sorry Jess but it made me laugh 😀 Don’t kill me now but we’ve all been there I guess and felt exactly the same but now we just laugh on this 🙂 Thank you for sharing
Jessica
Hahaha 😄 Then my post is successful because making the readers laugh at my story was what I was aiming for. ^^
huguetta
😊😊👍👍
Flor
Aww.. Natawa ako kase may naalala ako sa sarili ko.. I feel the same.. And it makes me sad din naman.. yung pakiramdam na SYA na ba?
Pero.. Iba..Ibang Iba sya..
Nakakaloka at Nakakalungkot.
This is Hay Buhay!! HEHE!!! 😀
Jessica
Sinabi mo pa. Talagang kaloka maranasan. Yung feeling ba na “Give me back all my angst and nervousness!” pero oras naman na naka-move ka na, masarap namang balik-balikan kasi nakakatawa na lang. 😊
Flor
oo tama!!! 😀 😀 kung pwede lang natin sila pag bayarin.. hahahah!! 😀