Depression
Whenever a person feels the worse
They always feel better after talking to friends or family
Fresh air usually elevate the anxiety
A loved one’s smile elevates the pain inside
But what if it can’t?
What if nothing works
What if everything seem useless
Everything feels meaningless
A bucket of tears well inside
But there’s no tears in my eyes
I wish to speak but no words comes out
I want to smile but my lips are locked.
Depression is a terrible thing
You can’t touch it but you can feel
It’s impossible to hide from it
So, I’ll fight it. I will win over it.
Thank you for reading! It’s such an ironic thing that in the last 4 days which I reserved to read blogs is the days I got this heavy blow female hormones…
But then again, that life right? I’m still looking forward for tomorrow. I hope everyone is the same.
Have a nice day!
Jessica / Jessie
Jessica / Jessie Winterspring is a time travel romance fanatic who loves writing fiction about ordinary people with extraordinary experiences. She blogs music inspired stories, poems, micro-fictions, moments in life. She enjoy spending time outdoors, adore animals and traveling with her family. She like anything unusual and fun. CLICK HERE to read more about her or CLICK HERE to view her books
48 Comments
Mathew | The Wolf Boy
You’re the best <3
Jessica E. Larsen
Thank you Mathew! ❤️ I think the same thing about you to be honest 🙂
Mathew | The Wolf Boy
Don’t tell your hubby ❤
Jk 😋
Jessica E. Larsen
Hubby! I think Mathew is the next best thing after you… better? 😈 hehehe 🤭
Mathew | The Wolf Boy
Hahah. Okay probably more socially acceptable ❤
Jessica E. Larsen
🤣
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Mayur
Good word
Jessica
Thank you 🙂
ilonapulianauskaite
Good morning my lovely friend, i can related to it, because i have been in dark place, but i was able to get rid of it, your words are very wise and you are such good writer, have a wonderful day❤️
Jessica
Thank you so much for your kind words Ilona ❤️ I hope you have a fantastic day too 😊
lynyo
Such a terrible shadow to live with… Thanks for sharing
Jessica
Yes, it is an annoying shadow. I would love to murder it if possible. 😄
lynyo
Oh, no Milky! Don’t do that! Create beauty from it! It is part of every artist, you just need to use it wisely
Jessica
I really wish I can cariño, but sadly I don’t feel like making friends with anything related to darkness other than darkness of the night where I can gaze at the stars. But thank you… you comforted me in a bittersweet kind of way… ugh, or it’s probably because of Jose Marie Chan song huhuhu :'(
lynyo
I can respect that my dear Milky! What’s the name of that song or where I can I listen to it?
Jessica
I’ll be posting it for music Monday but here’s one of them: https://youtu.be/CwaO1jnZyvY
lynyo
Oh! thanks! sorry about the spoiler
Jessica
No not at all Cariño because the like I gave is only 1 out of two. I hope you liked it 🙂
davidjhopcroft
Those who are depressed often need the listener more than they need any advice. Depression usually starts to take hold when there is no listener. Your poem expresses this in the loneliness of depression 🙂 🙂
Jessica
Thank you. But with me even with a listener it still happens because I don’t even want to talk or be with anyone, to begin with.
ThatAmbitiousIntrovert
Very true, talking does make you feel so much more better than before! But then one is often surrounded by people who don’t believe in depression and call it an “excuse” or “an attempt to gain attention”, which makes it even more difficult to talk, due to the fear of being criticised/judged!
Jessica
Not only that but depression does makes a person not want to talk and it’s just get annoying the more people want to know
Joseph
Nice day too Jessica and get good soon 😊
Jessica
Thank you Joseph 🙂
Huguette
I was wondering where are you , nobody is annoying me hahhaa
Let me tell you when I feel this feeling, no one on earth can help, I just give it time and then it will go…I hope you’ll be able to lift yourself and be better, because no one else can ❤ Sending you lots of love ❤ stay well my dear and remember they are just bunch of hormones right? 😀
Jessica
😂 Thanks Hug! Your comment is one of the comments I love the most because it’s exactly what I feel. No matter who offers to listen I won’t talk and I simply just have to let it pass… yes they’re just bunch of hormones 😂
Don’t worry I’ll start pissing you off when I feel great again to show how grateful I am. 😁
Huguette
😊😊😊 So glad it is! I’m so stubborn when I’m down, no one on earth can deal with me, so I just isolate myself but I never throw it on people, no one notices at all
Looking forward to your pissing off session😂
Jessica
I’ll make you wait a long time, maybe then that will piss you off 😄
I do the isolation part too. No matter how I fake it or stay silent my husband always notices and thank goodness he listens when I said “shut up” for the time being.
Huguette
hahahh yes bring it on! 😀
It’s important to have a partner that is the contrast, this is what I learned, because imagine 2 people always screaming and fighting and no one is willing to make a little sacrifice :/ awful! (poor man though hahahaha)
Jessica
No worries, I either say sorry or bake him chocolate cupcakes. Problem solve haha oh my god I feel so mean.
Huguette
you are mean :/ poor human hahhaaa waiting for the chocolate cupcakes 😂😂
Jessica
😂 ❤️
Huguette
😁😁❤️
PePa. The Sketches of Life
If only you could find words,no maybe listen to friends or better still shed a tear,how about play and rent it out…non works sometimes…but you haven’t lost hope,we always hope in something,something greater than ourselves…so with this hope you will still overcome…
Jessica
Sorry, I’m a bit confuse of your comment… I don’t exactly hope something greater than myself. It’s just that when I’m depressed no one can help but myself. But as you said I haven’t lost hope which is why I’m fighting back.
nfa7
So well explained in such a simple way! 🙂
Jessica
😁 Thank you so much! <3
nfa7
^_^
Simon Nisha
Such a Lovely post. Clearly explained from depressed person point of view. Best Remedy: Have a friend that you can share all your thoughts to him or her, and self talk 😉.a best cure for depression.
It may seem impossible to share somethings to the person we trust more. Spend some time with self talk, talk in front of mirror, if u feel funny about that talk alone in a room with yourself, question yourself, what benefit you get being on depression. what does it going to change. ask yourself. find an answer. A short life we live, why waste worrying with all negative things around.
Jessica
When I’m depressed no one can help me but myself because even with a listener it still happens because I don’t even want to talk or be with anyone, to begin with. But I really appreciate the advice about talking to yourself in the mirror. Never tried it before but it sounds like it’s worth a try.
Zealous Homo sapiens
Depression indeed is a terrible experience. Triumphing over it is necessary for a healthy and happy life.
Jessica
Couldn’t have said it better. Thank you Priya <3
Zealous Homo sapiens
Thank you! ❤
Ushnish the Crown (Pantho)
Optimistic…
Jessica
Thank you! Yes, it’s one of the best weapons in life.
Ushnish the Crown (Pantho)
Yupp the best…
Simon Nisha
Such a lovely post. An exact Feeling of a depression person point of view. Best Remedy : Have a friend like you can share anything to him/her. thats a best cure.